I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

“life will be better in spring”

bragging is my style.

August 30, 2009 || 2:20 AM

i.have.been.EXTREMELY.busy

and i know i would be even busier after this qualifying.

and a lot of things have been envying me in life,that is:

my stomach couldnt endure the ravenous,and i broke my fast.

which is very shameful

i crave for something that i know i could never get today which is

spaghetti from jollibee.

my physic revision has been very......

urgh.

i think the main reason for people to blog is to post up pictures and bla bla

of which,

i dont.

june :/

August 25, 2009 || 11:19 PM

GOD please let me endure this hungry. i cant take it :(

ok thats the end of my prayer.

hows everyone doing? apologise for not updating on the 4 days holiday in a row :) been busy spending my quality time with my cousins who are now in oman already. and yes,for sure im grieving. hahaha,for the first and the second day after they left,my house was in its quiet mood again. im truly missing them. they would not be back next year. june's result is out and everyone is having their best grades for all subjects. i only got 3 b's and 4c's( i took 7 subjects which make me having 7 O's). but thats not bad for a start,i think. how i can assure you? insya allah for o'level later.

fasting month baby!

August 20, 2009 || 1:44 AM

LOL.

this just feels like ive just got awaken by my mom after sleeping for so many days and start blogging.

it's pretty exhausting for these last few days.

a maths

then maths

then POA!

-.-

let's just say ive no commentos on that three subjects.

i was answering as if i know nothing about the questions.

so the until-12-am not sleeping is so...

not worth it.

ive been changing my blogskin for how many times already and

as for this one,

i wont dare to say much cos i always feel so discontent about my blogskin,

i think it's getting fuhh-glier.

grr.

fasting month will be starting in about few days more. so

id better get myself fully prepared for that!

okay,i think i still am not preparing myself yet should i cant stand 12-hrs of not eating!!!

bye.

wiilll update more during fasting month. haha

August 13, 2009 || 1:55 AM

hellalujah. he's a hunk and i love him muchos. okay,mabe it's not love. but theres no difference tho. :B bah nora and qia,this is marc nelson,he's a model,tv host and he's filipino. maybe i am the type who's after a filipino hunks? haha. yes most probably. he's a mixed of chinese and burmese and after all,he's not a real filipino. this post has been edited,haha due to my gila post just now.

no boundries

|| 1:10 AM

gaaaah,im bored. borrrreeed as in way bored than ever! hahaha,but im feeling good about it cos today is thursday! and tomorrow is friday,which means..........can sleep late tonight. cos after two days of sleeping early,i also want to sleep late maaahhh. hahaha,i saw somebody who i ADORE much at school,initially staring at me as if im gna say hi,but boo you. after all you did.. can i stop talking about this right this minute? cos i am too loathe to stare at her,neither do i wanted to talk about her. ok,stop. :S

talking about my practical exam just this afternoon,the exam was sure is an okay one. cos even when i wanted to say its not okay,there wud never be any difference kan? haha apakan. wtv. -.-#

maybe my head is still in its baaaaaaaaad condition kali after the exam. with the cute smelly sweats that kept dripping from my forehead,ofcourse i was fidgetting and couldnt make my mind worked properly. haha

let's move on...

as for physic,i was appointed as a 'secretery' for sir saiful to jot down every music instruments for the marching bands he counted. it sure was fun writing those down though in a very excruciating circumstance(very noisy),every each of us(but not me) said 'whaaaaa','ohhh god,'some even cursed themselves for not having that kind of music instruments at home. haha,esp lee or better known as cherry lee pei yee. but nvmind lee,i will surely buy it for you if i have an extra money,but can it be the mainan one? cos the genuine one is so mahal wah. can? hahaha

ok,what else ah? oh god,did i promise you about me going to prepare an update exclusively during our bbq night? :D sadly,i dont have the pictures with me. so... yeaah,nada. haahaha

sugarbabes- no can do.

August 11, 2009 || 1:01 AM

does anybody here knows about the title of akon's new song? could anybody kindly please inform me about that? cos i reaally kind of needed it right now.. it's raining outside and im loving every seconds,minutes,hours of it infact i believe this raining is a bliss for brunei. after what have happened to our forests or even our green trees. i could have never imagine life without trees. could you? damn it,theres a blister on my tounge. how to cure it ah? ok,so thats it for today's update.

bialagi

August 10, 2009 || 5:04 AM

we have just been given the timetable for our school exam. which is qualifying of course.. sounds so nerve-wrecking but i wouldnt dare to say much. *crossed my finghaaaars. hahaa,and so,as no one knows,ive just got back from tuition and i am so much in my happy mood today. cos my brains had worked really hard at school and at my tuition class at times. i havent yet started my revision cos i know i would be pretty much more annoyed even had to catch the glimpse of the words,inheritance. some of you may have been clicked that it's biology and thank god ive finished answering everything except for the section B part. if i would be given the chance to write a letter to mrs. gipsy thomas,i would say...

dear mrs.gipsy,

i know you wud be mad at me for writing to you this damn letter. i am just expressing my views about our 3 periods of biology. apart from having to walk long way from our class,we also are not satisfied with the way you force us to study. the more you do that,the more we get so stressed out. i know you lived in india but this is brunei mahn! we are spoiled kids and we dont like to be treated like that.

apart from that...

how about you put like three air-conditions in biology lab?

if you agree,i dont want to complain anymore.

from your used-to-be good student,

amirah :)

chemistry aanddd bio boring

August 07, 2009 || 6:12 AM

i think part of my brain has reached to its limit already. it's like the more i study,the more boring i think my life would be. damn it,tomorrow im gna face sir danny who,as you guys may have known already,the only sir im so damn much annoyed with. :( im so damn nervous for tomorrow. just for a mere sake of practicing,i dont think that would be a bad thing kan? chemistry sucks. :/

ok,talk about bio.. i HATE THIS SUBJECT. maybe i should have blame the teacher. cos believe me or not,she had instructed us to finish all of the questions in that bio past year book. and i started it at 5pm this evening after i went back from my class. boring wh yknow. bye!

bleh.

August 06, 2009 || 2:15 AM

ah yes,for those who are still concern,i am sick again. i dont know what has came to me,a fuhglayyyy bacteria maybe? or is it just a fungus trying to visit me? HAHAHA. i aint feelin better yet but suffice enough to let me blog. i was in a bad condition yesterday and this morning. and i know ive lost so many chance of learning today. :( im sick,get it? im not playing around. i wonder why god is always keeping me sick? am i too unfortunate to stay healthy? i am,i guess.

ebullient

August 03, 2009 || 12:02 AM

ive changed this skin AGAIN! ok,thats too big for a start. sorry for giving you such a heartattack or strock(speeeeelling?) or any diseases that can stop temporarily your blood from flowing. :P okay,ive got some happy story to tell ya. the physic presentation was smoothly done. thanks to those who had cooperated and supported me. :) i owe you guys my life.

how sad to be me?

August 02, 2009 || 1:45 AM

ive been sneezing since morning. :( and that brings me no mood. ive becoming profoundly tempered again. i hate this feeling of anger,hatred. please guys,pray for my wellness for today and for tomorrow,cos tmrw i'll be presentating my project infront of my nice people. hope they'll listen,hope they'll cooperate. please.. just for this time,i want you guys to put a smile on my face. no matter how big my mistake was,i hope someone among them will eventually forgive me. and that's the only main thing i wanted to happen this year. i didnt ask for anything guys..i really do regret. and as for those who happen to read this melancholy post,i really hope you guys can stand it for at least a year for me to recover and not to mention their name again,and also not to regret anything anymore. as for my upcoming years,i'll behave,i'll becoming a good person so that i wont be saying anymore 'what if' after what have happend.