“life will be better in spring”

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i normally wouldnt like to speak about this nor do i like to make it as a topic for every of my conversation esp with my friend. but i would like to meet somebody who is not perfect throughout but enough to make me feel ive been completed perfectly. ykno... that kind of thing. hahahahhahaahahahaa im embarrased actually but what can i do? this thing is very common to the very gatal girl like me. whOOOOt? hahahahhahahahahahaaa. maybe some of my friends are used to my jokes of marrying a prince.ok guys,let me tell you a thing. actually i dont care to whom am i going to be paired with. but sometimes my feeling is variable and i need a perfect guy just like a prince to lock me down. hahahahahaahahhaahhhahaa apakan -.-! ok i need to stop before i go any further enough to make you die of boredom. ive been gaining weight and i need to lose a few pounds just for the sake of wanting/buying a new hot attire! i really love fashion but due to the unpleasant body figure,im becoming a girl who likes to use the same old attire through the month. yeah,unpleasant kan? my perfection doesnt go well in this life. so i would like to change,at least a bit to attract the boys. OMG! IS THIS ME? omgomg. usually im not like this but somehow i AM now! chao.