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June 15, 2009 || 11:01 PM
how fun it is to have a boyfriend? nothing right? except for having a lust on something,thats it. unless you are pious enough to not feeling anything except love.but love is lust. remember that. i'd love to have this and this type of boyfriend but actually this is the problem,im not interested. as nora put it,im still a juvenile. so i dont feel anything when im all alone. bla bla bla. hahahaha,i think im getting more exposed to this kind of world which makes me kind of wanting to have a boyfriend,but to tell you the truth,if i love somebody,i dont feel like anything. i just wanted to love him but im not interested in anything nor do i wanted him to know. that's why i feel like im the most strangest person in this world. im not that cute nor pretty,but im choosy yknow..choosy is just for the people who are stunning! memilih nya urg brunei. hahahahahaha.
so today my dad's gone off to work in the early morning. as usual,he's leaving for two weeks. ok this is the most sadest part,im beginning to know my dad better and love him the way i love my mom but two weeks for us to get together isnt enough mahn.. :'( but i know,its not just me who feel like this. there are also children who their fathers work offshore didnt get that much of their father's attention. so remember folks,spend your time with your family rather than with your friends,love them not just by their money but their love to you. though it's difficult to express it,throw your ego away. and start to make them realize you still value them as your gold,your soul. not as a thrash or a statue.
k thaaaaats all. haha
sooryy if i make you cry(if there is).
